I'm having problems to express my feelings in Arabic so please just forget about it I live with a toxic narcissistic manipulator parents, and I really can't breathe here, I feel the home that should have been protected me SOMEHOW manipulating me and put this shit guilt tricks on me "إحنا عملنا كل حاجة عشانك" and what you did, huh? Traumatized me and my brothers ? What you really did ? feed us, educating us, live under a roof? and no matter how hard I explain, they don't understand and calling me "Ungrateful" for having needs, love, respect, and needed to be protected when I was a child. The problem is that all they did is the fucking BARE MINIMUM. Every parents choose and decided to bring a kid in this world should do. So, what they really really did except MANIPULATION, CONTROLLING, DISRESPECT MY NEEDS (the problem they disrespect me, and waiting for me to respect them!!!) I really can't wait until I can get out of this house I need an advice, and anyone please can you recommend me any job I can work until I can get out from here very fast, and finally getting a therapist. Thank you for reading all of this.

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