ummmm it's not a present feeling it's like a thought I lived 30 years with a lot of in-usual Events and experience Tap Ylaa let's start with!! 1. uncertain or unsecured: I'm not sure but I'm always waiting for كارثه year y3nee I'm sure now that every year laaazm y7sly كارثه to restart my life why msh 3arf is it ok to believe so bas for real ana kol year بكارثه 2. lonely!!! bas it's my choice bosoo mwdo3 yl3’by I'm not alone bas I don't have this type of friend or am surrounded by حد ديمن جنبك في كل وقت 3. work why it’s كل حاجه في حياتي leeh m3desh 7yaah m3 work 4. relation “ b sexualize any relation “ 5. losing passion اسرع من الضوء asln msh daa el kont htklm fee ana kont 3yzz a share what happened to me in 30-year journey fuck this kind of app bgd makes me feel انطوائي او مستخبي and I hit it 😡 what I know now is أنا داخل علي تعب mostly this year كارثه so so so so getting ready بس 100% متاكد ان ربنا هيطلعني منها w daa ywdwny le interesting point هو أنا هموت ازاي and sorry I’m not مكتأب bas I’m wondering 3lshan 3ndy rule كل واحد بيحس بالوجع بمقدار مختلف نتيجه احداث او أمور مر بيها باختصار ما يكلف الله نفسا إلا وسعها if u believe in this statement u will pass everything بس It's difficult to live with all these scars and memorie yooooooh, I'm not comfortable! I'm thinking about what I should write. Is it okay to share or not? why asln ana mnzl El app

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