guys i need ur help drka ana fi 3emi t3 lbac 3rft someone bdet 7kaytna ki hwa ja 3ndi w geli bli 3ndi bzef w ana nkhmm fik w m9drtch n7ik mn beli mn nhar li chftk fih w 9ali ida t7bi nkmlou n7kiw wla non nro7 w dirini chghol mjitch 3ndk ana ken 3ndi 17and hdek lw9t w khatini kaml swale7 hdouk t3 les relations w l'amour w .... ken dima li yji 3ndi wla yb3tli sa7bou wla he tries with me to be in a relationship meah id even give him a chance bcz 7ata fi beli bli hada le3b t3 teenagers en w idh time for this mais houwa ki ja hdr meaya politely w b une façon 7sitou fiha he just wanted to express his feelings for me unlike the others he didn't ask me to be his gf he just wanted to tell me that he loved me jatni s3iba i brake his heart w ghadni so 9otlou it's okay w can talk sometimes as friends ( w ana ken fi beli w9t brk w nlikidih elia bcz idw any kind of relations with a guy) we talked for 2 months fi hed couple of months 3rft hed lbnadem mli7 the way he thinks the way he talk the way he acts chft bzef swal7 fih khlawni i feel a lil bit impressed about him bcz cht fih swal7 bzef chabin 3ks alot of boys he was calm kind with everyone he acts so polite he was so mentally and emotionally intelligent , caring, respectful w bzef swal7 mle7 , u can tell bli he really got me on his net , mea lw9t i felt b feelings toward him w bdit i fell in love & after along time of thinking i decided to tell him bli i start to share with him same feelings w he was so happy i wasn't really happy about it bcz i didn't want this to happened but i really loved him so i told him bli idw to be with hima fu relation haram w bli this is wrong w he told me bli he share same opinion & he promised me wra l resultas t3 l bac he'll talk to my dad to make it halal after lbac he really came w hdr m3 papa but papa 9al bli i need to finish my studies first then he will see w he really tried with him but papa m9blch it's been almost 3 years now since we first me w didn't let go or b3dna ela b3dana bcz we really get attached to each other bcz we really loved each other so much so it was really hard to let go & he still trying with my dad bch ybdl rayou till this day but lately (the last year) he started to treat me chwia unwell sometimes he hurt me sometimes y9isni blhdra sometimes he promised me something w ydir l3ks & every time ge came back and apologize and he tell me that he will never do it again but he do.. he tell me that he overthink alot & ODC (already ik this) so when he get anxious or angry he lost control on his actions so I get hurt but it's been a year now.. 7mlt bzef but his hurt got me so tired mrodt bsbt tkhmem and i started to feel uncomfortable around him so i decided to choose my health and leave this relationship which it turned toxic one to me but when i told him this he didn't take it he bagged me to stay he told me that he'll change 9ali bli r7 n3awdek ela ey 7aja drthalk just stay with me bcz i love u and my life has no meaning without u 9ali bli I'm the only reason he fight life for it to keep living w bli if i leaved there's nothing left to him but im so tired of the way he hurt me , dima after ma ydirli hkek y9oli I'll change but ywli worse with me and he hurted me more, so now idh any hope in him to change i still love him i dont hate him but im so tired physically and mentally and idk what to do if i give him another chance or to just leave bcz he really won't change cz I'm really runout of energy and i cant handle more pain and hurt from him but he still holding on to me idk what to do please guys i need ur help wch dirou ida kntou fi blasti

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