My story is a bit long, it's 8 years of ups but mostly downs. I have been in an open relationship with this guy for 8 years, never asked him to make me at least his girlfriend. Agreed to be in nameless ship where he will tell me what I do or what not, who to talk to and how to deal with others. I showered him with love, gifts and attention. Dealt with his swing moods and kept myself always updated about how he is doing. I cared like my life depends on this. But never in my 8 years felt safe with him. Like I can be easily thrown away like I am nothing to him -Although I know I mean alot to him- I swear I am not delusional in this. But he doesn't want to admit it. Always be little me for what I do.. rarely does he praise something I did. I want to say more but I don't seem to know how to tell. ⚠️⚠️⚠️ He always want to do se*ual stuff, he is busy all day and the time he is free to talk he just want that!!! I tried many times telling him that we rarely talks outside of this and he was just.. I told you I am not in good place and you know how I am when I am out of mood. So I should always speak depending on his mood, and he just wants that. DAILY! ...... He is taking the part of being a woman from me, it's funny actually. He is always the one out of mood, the one who whines the one who wants to watch out how you say anything to as he is sensitive... etc

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