I'm tired of life and need an escape

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I need a break from everyone and everything I'm tired of it all tired of waking up every morning waiting for the day to end and replaying every day and every week waiting for the weekend and every month waiting for the next and every year waiting for the next and all my life waiting for it to end I'm tired of myself same problems same reasons to cry I don't want to die but I want a release from all the heaviness lodged in my chest and in my heart I want an end to the voices in my head I want an escape from my own thoughts I wish I could vanish to a place where I no nothing about everyone and no one knows anything about me I feel like I am a living dead nothing new and the funny thing is that I have dreams and goals that I want to achieve and I have a lot of things that I want to do in my life before I die but I just can't get out of bed  I'm just tired of life

Grape_35493 🇪🇬 · Accepted Answer

talk to me more if you need any help

Chilli_33750 🇪🇬 · Answer

I feel you potato, watch this https://youtu.be/UfncQNEwYzI?si=XalIPPd5htFJ5kiU

Grape_35493 🇪🇬 · Answer

yeah I have been there and some of me is still there tbh I tried hurting my self and it didn’t go well but I am still here believe me all these feelings they Arent worth it at all you arent worth all these problems and thoughts

Grape_35493 🇪🇬 · Answer

till these day man I feel terrible in this era of my life and it still has great consequences till this day I have hurt myself and others and a big part of it is not knowing whats going to happen in life nor death

Grape_35493 🇪🇬 · Answer

but maybe we arent supposed to know and we should try and feel and live instead just take the experiment till it finished you have one mission to love it

Potato_31325 🇪🇬 · Answer

how did u get past this heavy feeling?

Grape_35493 🇪🇬 · Answer

I didnt and it got much worse by time and then a lot of great family problems happened so I didnt really know what to do I cant end it and I cant live in it , but after sometime alone I realized something that I am a human and I desserve to be human

Grape_35493 🇪🇬 · Answer

thinking about the past or the future or even after death all these things that scares me its just not worth it
you are what you think you are in that case you just an empty your life with these type of things you dont just do what you love you be what you love and you make it count and prove it to yourself before anyone

Grape_35493 🇪🇬 · Answer

you somehow know what you should do potato just … dont lose yourself

Potato_31325 🇪🇬 · Answer

thank you for Letting me know that I'm not alone this is all I needed

Grape_35493 🇪🇬 · Answer

no you are not we are in this together hope that helped