im not an easy talk person who can put all what is inside him out so easily, so i was talking with a friend about ehat that all i kept inside me doing to my mood and how im so tired of keeping inside me, so he tried to make me talk and understand what im feeling, and we started to point out what the steps i should take to release what im carrying, like trying to talk more with my sis to rebuild our relationship And be close again, and mange to know new people and make new friends cuz l lost all of my friends, i had to let them go. and last and that what im feeling the most is to have someone to care, love, support and make me feel worthy amd i guess that kind of person is a lover (that what i thought), so i start using dating apps again looking for the right one. I Know that life doesn't stop on a person but that what i feel that i need more. so am i right for being looking for a lover to love and care and always be here for me or i should do something else? I don't say that im here standing not doing anything for myself i always support me and tell myself that I am beloved, but really sometimes we need that person to be next to us wether is a friend, family member or a lover.

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